Thursday, January 13

getting mad

Yesterday I had an interesting experience in anger.
I've never had an easy time being angry, particularly have had difficulty placing anger in the proper place. But yesterday rr. screwed up and I got mad at him for it and let him know it, and he brought me flowers and apologized, and I said okay, and now everything is fine. An arc of anger, properly traversed. And no debris left in its wake.
Am I growing up?

I still haven't settled into a comfortable tone or scope for this blog. Not sure how much to talk about, how anonymous (or not) to make it. I'd like to get it out there. But... worries of .........
what, exactly? being identified, letting those who know me see some secret side of me? I don't know. At the same time i'd like to share this with those who care about me.
I've talked about acting and my desire to try out different roles, so why do I now feel reluctant to don these robes?

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